OLD STONE

old stone

To my father,      Memorial Day 2014

 

Resonant memory stored,

such centuries of utterances

cooling and warming

each flagstone,

the scent of mold

 

We ascended the large steps

you felt as I did, moved

by the voices you’d heard

echoing time immemorial

but from which you have kept

yourself for so long,

the wave of feeling swept

through to your brow

and as it transpired

you could no longer

hold yourself,

Too many whispers at once

too many greetings, entreaties,

too many

 

So we will sit here for awhile,

gather ourselves for awhile,

and I will wait

till you are ready

to go home.

My Vercingetorix

Standing in the Shadows

Of my oldest basement,

Poised at the threshold

You watch

Are you waiting

for me to take your hand

Or are you waiting

to step forward?

Hidden in the Depths

Of my earliest underworld

You Breathe

Your presence Strong

Like a Scent

Ancient battles, Ancient

Victories, until the Final

Inevitable defeat

The Odds so Uneven

You tried, You Believed

You Remain

For all of us who Fight

Invincible

the defeated warrior

Singularly Victorious

 My Fallen hero

You Stand

Painting by Yaron Rosner

Painting by Yaron Rosner

Extermination And Football Fields

The stretch of Earth

which carried

those rails Eastward

stands empty now, empty

with lush green grass and white markings

ninety by forty-five meters

those Rails which brought me

and mine to death,

appear and Dissolve

with the Radiance of light speed

the White and Black ball

is practiced from side to side

heedless of steel and gravel

of screeching metal

of huge arches delineating

three massive platforms,

Only the Bright lights that allow

the players to Kick by night

are like those which forbade us to Run

Leaning against the Ruins of the Great Station

I watch the rails, there for me always

thunder of my Fate

and see a Football Field.

 

Anhalter Train Station Memorial, Berlin

Anhalter Train Station Memorial, Berlin

Cesar Must Die

Blood Bound

my love

Runs deep

I breathe in your breath

Move in your shadow

Your clothes,

the striped Shirts

multi-colored

Bowties – your smile

my smile

*

You stand we all look up

You speak we listen

Fight and Struggle

With your Obstinate

Convictions

And hidden desperation

You are both

man and god

Too mercurial to be the father

We seek

*

Cesars too must die

once they are done conquering their world

incessantly marching, declaiming

they lose strength, tire, abate

Objective Reality

seeps in

like gas overtaking

Limb by limb

anguish subsides

*

Worthy your Vision

Momentary your Life

you too my Cesar, moved on

and are missed

*

Painting by Frances Oberbeck

Painting by Frances Oberbeck

Walking Volcanoes

Walking Volcanoes

Stand Tall and square

Their movements are large

and for the most part

they are on the quiet side

Until pressure builds

black and white merge,

the grey world seeps in

confusion ignites

the fear of control loss

a self fulfilling prophecy

sparks itself off

Unexamined rage

kept at the bottom of the well

rises, such lava unhindered

stronger than the volcano’s

humanity, it takes over

There is no amount of reasoning

there is nobody home

just molten lava

spewing in all directions

And when it is all over

it never happened.

Miranda

Photograph by Yaron Rosner