Fishing Rods

Remnants of my Uncle Jacob’s finer days

when, with my father and I trailing behind

we would make off to Wannsee,

spend the afternoon poking its Surface

with lines to which I hooked squirmy insects

meeting their soggy fate

in the gaping mouths of carp

 

Uncle Jacob had shown me how to fasten

the fleshy beasts, he used to say:

“With your small hands you should out-fasten

me very quickly!”, I never did.

Uncle Jacob had the largest palms I’d ever seen,

his fingers in comparison were thin and very long,

I imagined it was those spindly fingers

which fastened diamonds so nicely,

the large palm a secure surface

to hold them, assess their brilliance

without letting them drop into the dust

of precious metal and wood powder

 

He was such a Giant

Nothing worried him,

half his size, my Father knew better

the Black and Silver Cross

appearing Everywhere

foreshadowed an Evil

Never before Seen

Uncle Jacob wouldn’t listen, I did,

even the Trees seemed menacing

the Carp too hungry, the Water too green,

 

What would become of us, Where should we go?

 

 

vallotton pond

Painting By Felix Vallotton

His Mother’s Hand

 

Art work by Yaron Rosner

Art work by Yaron Rosner

He sleeps now,

the deepest of Sleep.

Like every night

he called her to him

she went, took his hand

listened to the pain

his labored breathing

the panic in his voice

watched the grown man

shriveled in a fetal thirty nine kilos,

this Child always struggled

her First Born,

fifty four years ago

she gave him Life

His hand Desperately holding hers

Releases, at last

He sleeps

Exhausted she put herself to bed

Dozed til daybreak

when silence woke her

she hurried to her Birthday Boy

found him still asleep

and knew it then

 to be forever

OLD STONE

old stone

To my father,      Memorial Day 2014

 

Resonant memory stored,

such centuries of utterances

cooling and warming

each flagstone,

the scent of mold

 

We ascended the large steps

you felt as I did, moved

by the voices you’d heard

echoing time immemorial

but from which you have kept

yourself for so long,

the wave of feeling swept

through to your brow

and as it transpired

you could no longer

hold yourself,

Too many whispers at once

too many greetings, entreaties,

too many

 

So we will sit here for awhile,

gather ourselves for awhile,

and I will wait

till you are ready

to go home.

My Vercingetorix

Standing in the Shadows

Of my oldest basement,

Poised at the threshold

You watch

Are you waiting

for me to take your hand

Or are you waiting

to step forward?

Hidden in the Depths

Of my earliest underworld

You Breathe

Your presence Strong

Like a Scent

Ancient battles, Ancient

Victories, until the Final

Inevitable defeat

The Odds so Uneven

You tried, You Believed

You Remain

For all of us who Fight

Invincible

the defeated warrior

Singularly Victorious

 My Fallen hero

You Stand

Painting by Yaron Rosner

Painting by Yaron Rosner

Bishara

To my grandfather

a Spirit you Appear

through your written elegance

A visionary you Hover

in the wounded Flesh

of your children’s hearts, who

remember you Vehemently

but in fact, hardly

Stories waft in pieces, Scents

Sounds of darbuka,

they vanish as quickly

nothing retains them, nobody

really knows the man

who died of an ancient virus

caught upon opening

the buried vaults

of Forgotten gods

By way of your Book

you visit me, Reveal

yourself , your love

for a land which raised you

was not yours, still

houses your Bones

I picture your soul

as the wind lifts the Sand

restless Circling

questioning the years

you spent on your own

Waiting to die

so far from those

who needed you most.

Yaron _2

Cesar Must Die

Blood Bound

my love

Runs deep

I breathe in your breath

Move in your shadow

Your clothes,

the striped Shirts

multi-colored

Bowties – your smile

my smile

*

You stand we all look up

You speak we listen

Fight and Struggle

With your Obstinate

Convictions

And hidden desperation

You are both

man and god

Too mercurial to be the father

We seek

*

Cesars too must die

once they are done conquering their world

incessantly marching, declaiming

they lose strength, tire, abate

Objective Reality

seeps in

like gas overtaking

Limb by limb

anguish subsides

*

Worthy your Vision

Momentary your Life

you too my Cesar, moved on

and are missed

*

Painting by Frances Oberbeck

Painting by Frances Oberbeck